{"id":5770,"date":"2025-10-29T16:08:23","date_gmt":"2025-10-29T23:08:23","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/odaatchat.com\/?p=5770"},"modified":"2025-10-30T09:22:19","modified_gmt":"2025-10-30T16:22:19","slug":"recognizing-and-escaping-toxic-friendships","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/odaatchat.com\/index.php\/2025\/10\/29\/recognizing-and-escaping-toxic-friendships\/","title":{"rendered":"Recognizing And Escaping Toxic Friendships"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">*Scroll To The Bottom For Podcast Streaming <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Today I am joined by my dear friend Michelle Farris, a licensed marriage family therapist. She\u2019s been on the podcast two other times because she\u2019s awesome! Her area of expertise is on dealing with codependency, how to escape narcissistic relationships and overcoming anger issues.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">In this episode, we\u2019re going to talk about toxic friendships, how to know if you\u2019re in one, ways to improve them, and steps to take to escape them. This is such an important topic because as we grow, evolve and change, so do the relationships we have. And with people feeling more disconnected and lonelier than ever, we need to know how to make new friends too.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Before we jump in, last week I started a new segment called \u201cI have a question for you!\u201d and the question was \u201chow do you feel about the word Alcoholic?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">On Instagram, one person wrote: \u201cIt took a while to be able to openly call myself an alcoholic. I attached very negative and generalized connotations to it until I identified it. Now, I embrace it because it was crucial to me getting sober.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Another wrote: I think it keeps people that are sober curious from stepping fully into their sobriety because they think they have to call themselves an Alcoholic . In our society it has a negative connotation. They do not picture the soccer mom at the park with wine in her yeti cup who is still suffering. So, whatever you need to call it . The most important thing is that you don\u2019t have to label it at all. You can make a decision based on the results you\u2019re getting from drinking alcohol.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Thank you all who wrote it!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I think the big take away here is that it\u2019s all perspective based on the information you have or don\u2019t have. In the end, take what you like, and leave the rest.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This week&#8217;s question it tied to the topic of this episode, which is: \u201cCan you still be friends with your old drinking or using friends after you\u2019re sober?\u201d Let me know what you think on instagram @arlinaallen&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">So without further delay, please enjoy this episode, and let me know what you think!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Embed Player\" src=\"https:\/\/play.libsyn.com\/embed\/episode\/id\/38835575\/height\/128\/theme\/modern\/size\/standard\/thumbnail\/yes\/custom-color\/87A93A\/time-start\/00:00:00\/playlist-height\/200\/direction\/backward\/download\/yes\/font-color\/FFFFFF\" height=\"128\" width=\"100%\" scrolling=\"no\" allowfullscreen=\"\" webkitallowfullscreen=\"true\" mozallowfullscreen=\"true\" oallowfullscreen=\"true\" msallowfullscreen=\"true\" style=\"border: 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href=\"https:\/\/music.amazon.com\/podcasts\/a8eb438c-5af1-493b-99c1-f218e5553aff\/the-one-day-at-a-time-recovery-podcast\">https:\/\/music.amazon.com\/podcasts\/a8eb438c-5af1-493b-99c1-f218e5553aff\/the-one-day-at-a-time-recovery-podcast<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Transcript:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Michelle, thank you for joining me again. I think this is your third appearance. I&#8217;m<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">so excited. I love being here. I know. We should just make you my resident LMFT.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That&#8217;d be fun. Yeah, save you the hassle of doing your own podcast. Just come on.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That&#8217;s right. Come on, girl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Listen, we&#8217;re friends And we have a healthy friendship. And I was like, hey,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">we need to talk about toxic friendships. Yeah. Because I have had my share of toxic<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">friendships and especially new in sobriety. You know,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">when I was new to sobriety, I didn&#8217;t have any friends. So I was starting from<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">scratch. I wasn&#8217;t the toxic friendship. So I had to find all new friends,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">but it&#8217;s so interesting how over the years, I&#8217;ve been sober a long time, 31 years,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">and over the period of time, I have had different phases where, you know,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">there was like some sort of weird power differential where I was the helper and<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">they were like the needy person or I was the needy person and I glommed on to my<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">healthy friends and it can be, that can be problematic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Yeah. So, you know, we could maybe define what a toxic friendship is.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But basically, I was thinking it would be good to sort of identify, you know, when<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">does a friendship feel toxic? How do we let go? Are there steps between recognizing<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">that a friendship is problematic are there steps that we can take like to try to<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">salvage the relationship before we before we turn it loose absolutely yeah so how<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">would you define like a healthy friendship so a healthy friendship is to me mutually<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">beneficial right there&#8217;s no one person&#8217;s needs that are dominating the relationship<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">and there&#8217;s healthy boundaries like<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">friendship, but we don&#8217;t need each other in a way that all of our emotional eggs<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">are in each other&#8217;s basket and you&#8217;re my be all end all for friendship. Because<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">that&#8217;s what I find a lot of people doing, especially in early recovery, is just<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">what you said, we don&#8217;t have a lot of friends. So we put all of our emotional<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">eggs into maybe one person&#8217;s basket. And then we don&#8217;t really recognize that the<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">relationship isn&#8217;t really healthy because we haven&#8217;t taken the time to actually build<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">it. Yeah. I heard a definition recently that the purpose of a relationship is mutual<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">growth, which I really liked. Ooh, I like that too. Yeah. But I noticed, like,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">especially in the beginning of recovery, you know, I didn&#8217;t have many friends and I<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">would, it was kind of, let&#8217;s just call it like it is, I was super needy. It was<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">kind of desperate. Me too.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">and in recovery it&#8217;s like oh we&#8217;re kind of rescuing each other right and it and it<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">was you know there was a couple of things that happened early in my relationships<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">where I would get disappointed if somebody didn&#8217;t show up for me yeah come to my<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">birthday party yep you know that kind of thing and if I would and if I would get<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">my feelings hurt and I wouldn&#8217;t know how to express it so I would just get mad<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">and yeah I was I was messing yeah me too I was definitely the needy one and I<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">think for me I had I got I had a few people drop me and ghost me and those were<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">those beginning lessons of oh I&#8217;m too much but I didn&#8217;t know that for years later<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I just was hurt that they ended the friendship. But that was the seed that if I<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">had been willing to look at it or if I was able to look at it, I would have<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">seen that, you know what, I was relying too much on these people and I burnt them<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">out. Yeah. You know. Did they have any discussions with you about it?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Like I feel like you know. Yeah. And that&#8217;s part of what a toxic friendship does<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">is they, well, actually know one person wrote me a letter, a really long letter<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">outlying all my faults. It was pretty now. I wish I would have kept it because I<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">would have been laughing now, but they totally took my inventory. But that&#8217;s how<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">they ended it because they didn&#8217;t know how to end it, you know, on the phone or<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">in person or the other one I think ghosted me completely. And I was like,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">oh, I&#8217;m gone. And Because again, right, when we don&#8217;t have any skills, those are<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">the things we resort to. We either blame it all on the other person, we ghost them<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">because we don&#8217;t want the conflict and hope that we can just, you know, start over<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">with someone else, but then we miss the lesson. We do, yeah. And my pattern was<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">to, if I got my feelings hurt, was to get it, I call it the guillotine. Yeah.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You just like cut someone out of your life. Yeah, I was like, oh, you hurt my<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">feelings too many times. Side note, I never said anything.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Yeah. And then it was just something. I just got my feelings hurt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And the guillotine would come down. And I don&#8217;t even know that it was like a<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">conscious choice. Like my heart would literally just shut off. And I&#8217;m like,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">you&#8217;re dead to me. Sorry.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Got to move on.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I just had, and it wasn&#8217;t like I had the ability to, in the moment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Well, it&#8217;s funny because we think when something happens, like if someone hurts your<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">feelings, that you have to say something in the moment. And if you don&#8217;t catch it<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">in the moment, then you can never say anything. I think that was kind of locked<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">into that, you know, it was like, oh, I should have said this. I should have said<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">that. But the moments passed, it felt like there were too much time had gone by.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">So I never said anything. And then I reached that tipping point where I was like,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I&#8217;m done. I&#8217;m just done. And I would, you know, just cut people out of my life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And, you know, you do that long enough. And pretty soon you&#8217;re alone. Yeah. For me,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I would stuff, stuff, stuff it, all the hurt. And then one day, it came out and<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">it was ugly. And I wasn&#8217;t mean, but I was definitely taking their inventory and<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">saying everything they were doing because I didn&#8217;t know how to contain it anymore.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">So I think that&#8217;s why in early recovery, we really have to be gentle with ourselves<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">because it is hard. It&#8217;s hard to, from scratch, figure out how to do relationship.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And maybe the first sign if people are listening is, you know, just figuring out,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">is your relationship toxic? Is it one -sided? Because if it is, here are the signs<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">to look for. And I have some signs if you want me to share them. I do. But<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">first, can we sort of define what taking somebody&#8217;s inventory means? Yes. So that&#8217;s<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">when I am listing all of your faults, everything you have done to me. that&#8217;s my<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">whole focus is what you have done your behavior and it has nothing to do with me<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">it&#8217;s just I&#8217;m literally cataloging all of your faults everything you said ever said<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">and done wrong to me because that&#8217;s my quote argument for my side of the friendship<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">versus well wait a minute there&#8217;s a different way of doing that I might be able to<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">say hey listen when you said this or when you did this, I had a reaction. Can we<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">talk about it? That&#8217;s different. Wow, that would be such a healthy phrase.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Like, when this happened, I had a reaction. Can we talk about it? Because I feel<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">like a big problem of a lot of this, you know, not knowing how to communicate is<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">like what do we actually say? For instance, I have a client and I got her<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">permission to share this story. She was telling me that she&#8217;s had this, she just<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">turned 70, but she&#8217;s had this lifelong friendship and she was 12. And when she was<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">12, she was in a needy position. Her family wasn&#8217;t very supportive.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And this other gal had a very healthy family and all her needs were met. And so<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">she felt that she was my client like she it was her role this is what the power<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">differential is like she was it she was the helper and she was doing this my<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">client like a favor by being her friend but over the years the power differential<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">shifted to where my client became uber successful and retired a while ago with a<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">lot of money and her friend is still working and starts has started to like throw<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">it in her face all the time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">coming and I got to go and literally hangs up. Yeah. Yeah. And never like circles<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">bad to be like, oh, I&#8217;m so sorry. I cut you off. I wanted to hear what&#8217;s going<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">on with you. Like that doesn&#8217;t happen. So she&#8217;s at the point of like she&#8217;s, you<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">know, thinking about cutting this person out of her life. Yeah. And I&#8217;m like, hey,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">but how about a conversation with her first? And it and the idea of talking about<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">it sounds like it would be really hard for her. Yeah.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Well,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">practice, I think, and standing up for yourself and speaking your truth and practice<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">some of that relationship management stuff. Yeah. Well, and there may be some<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">hesitancy because it&#8217;s a 50 -plus year friendship. And once we have that conversation,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">once we start to set boundaries, we&#8217;re going to know where that other person is and<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">we&#8217;re going to know exactly what the limitations are. And sometimes I think it&#8217;s<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">really hard to know that and to see that because then we can&#8217;t unsee it. So, you<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">know, I get it. But sometimes, like you said, this is practice. This is an<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">opportunity for her to just name it and say, you know, this is my concern. Can we<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">talk about it? But how somebody responds to that is going to speak volumes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Because if they shut you down, if they blame you, if they say, oh, no, you know,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">everything&#8217;s fine, then you know they&#8217;re not willing to dive deeper and really heal<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">the friendship. Is there something that we could say to that kind of person to give<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">them an opportunity to sort of process before we kind of get into,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">like my thinking is like, I wonder, I can&#8217;t have I wonder if she said to her<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">friend, you know, I&#8217;ve just been having some concerns.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">probably not going to matter. But I like, I like that idea because it gives that<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">other person, especially if they have their own traumas going on, then they can<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">prepare and think about, okay, how important is this relationship and come back,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">hopefully, in a grounded place. But I think with most one -sided toxic people,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">yeah, it&#8217;s just not going to necessarily change. Why do you think it&#8217;s so hard to<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">let go? I think especially with women friendships, it&#8217;s so hard to let go.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Why do you think that is? Well, I think so many people nowadays are saying how<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">it&#8217;s so hard to make new friends. So we hold on to the ones that don&#8217;t work<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">because we think it&#8217;s better than nothing. But to me, it&#8217;s like,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">oh, man, I can&#8217;t do that anymore. when a relationship isn&#8217;t working, I&#8217;m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I now am much more willing to let go because I know on the other side, like,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I met a new friend in you, right? I mean, so to me, it&#8217;s like there are people<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">in our everyday life that we could make a connection with to say, hey, I&#8217;d love to<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">have a Zoom chat with you or, you know, Something super basic just to test the<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">waters. And obviously, if the person says no or they look shell -shocked, they&#8217;re not<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">your person. But like with you, it was easy. I think I remember I just said, oh,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I&#8217;d love to chat again. You&#8217;re like, great. And then we did it. Yeah. But people<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">don&#8217;t realize that it takes one person to be willing to ask that question and move<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">on. But I think the other thing that gets in the way is people hoping that the<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">relationship is salvageable when it isn&#8217;t. So we keep trying, well, if only if I<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">could do this, if only I could be more accommodating, maybe I need to be more<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">understanding. She&#8217;s going through a hard time. I mean, there are a million reasons<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">we can give ourselves for the relationship not improving. But usually when it&#8217;s a<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">one -sided toxic thing, and it&#8217;s usually all about the other person. Just what you<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">said, what that woman was talking about. You know, they ghost you when you need<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">them. Yeah. They reach out when they need something. It&#8217;s like, yeah,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">that, that, it&#8217;s really hard to have a healthy connection with someone who does<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">that. Yeah, I&#8217;ve also had friends in the past that are really private. Like,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">they don&#8217;t like talking about themselves, which is a great match for me because I<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">love talking about you. That&#8217;s so self -centered. That&#8217;s something that I really had<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">to learn early in recovery is that to be mindful of,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">you know, asking somebody else how they&#8217;re doing and then asking a couple of follow<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">-up questions. Yeah. Right. So that I want people to, I want my friends to feel<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">like I&#8217;m listening and I&#8217;m into what they&#8217;re saying and I&#8217;m, you know, demonstrating<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">some curiosity. And you do. Yeah, thanks. Listen, those, those were hard lessons to<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">learn. Oh, my God. I think back to this one gal, I, my first got sober, I was<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">super gossipy. Uh -huh. It&#8217;s super fun. It&#8217;s a way to connect early on.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I hate to say it. Yeah, it was. Yeah, because I, and in fairness, I was,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">all this was new to me. It was getting in touch with my feelings for the first<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">time. I had so many feelings. I felt like a raw nerve ending. I had a lot. I<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">never felt like anybody was listening to me. So when I got a captive audience,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">like, I like, you know, just, it was like a fire hose, I think.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And it And it was interesting to me as I was learning about myself, I was also<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">observing other people, right? And so my friends and I would get together and I&#8217;d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">be like, so -and -so&#8217;s doing this and I would talk about my feelings with this<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">person. But really what I was doing was like character assassination where I was<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">really just shredding this other person looking for buy -in, right? And eventually a<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">friend of mine, she just like ghosted me. She didn&#8217;t tell me that she had a<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">problem with my gossiping. She just ghosted. And it wasn&#8217;t until later that I<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">figured out, you know, what had happened. Right. And that was over time,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I also recognized that gossiping didn&#8217;t feel good to me. Like maybe it was kind of<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">like a guilty pleasure in the moment that I actually felt bad about myself later.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Right. I wanted to be somebody that could be trusted with private, with secrets and<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">private information and gossiping was not helping my case. Yeah.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Well, there&#8217;s a lot to learn for healthy friendship. Literally, even how you bring<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">up your concern, right? Because if she had said, you know, I really like you, but<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">this gossipy thing is getting in the way, you probably would have been like, oh,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">you know what I mean? You probably would have been able to hear it, just like my<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">friend who wrote me the letter. If she had just said, hey, listen, I notice you&#8217;re<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">a little needy at times.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It was. It&#8217;s an important lesson on both ends in the sense of when I had<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">friendships that they were just doing things that I was not comfortable with anymore.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You know, if the purpose of a relationship was to grow together, sometimes it would<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">be, you know, it&#8217;s important to have a friend who can call you, call you out a<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">little bit and be like, hey, you know what, we should probably shouldn&#8217;t be doing<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">this. Like, this doesn&#8217;t really feel good, does it? Like, we shouldn&#8217;t really be<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">talking about people who weren&#8217;t here, right? Right. It&#8217;s like, oh, yeah, right,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">right, right. We should, we should, I&#8217;m so quick to be guilty. So if anybody<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">brought anything up to me, it&#8217;d be like, oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, you&#8217;re right, you&#8217;re<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">right. Such a people pleaser.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But, yeah, when, but on the other, on the flip side, like, after my mom passed<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">away, I had a friend, and I know I was really needy. I was grieving the loss of<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">my mom. Oh, yeah. And it really, that one really hit me hard and I had a friend<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">that it was coming up on the anniversary and she knew that it was going to be a<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">really hard day for me like I told her ahead of time and then on the day of it&#8217;s<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">like I think I reached out to her I hadn&#8217;t heard from her and then I reached out<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">to her and then didn&#8217;t hear from her to like 7 p .m. Meanwhile I saw that she was<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">posting these silly videos on TikTok But I called her and left her message.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I was like, hey, I&#8217;m not going to lie. I kind of hurt my feelings that you<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">didn&#8217;t, you know, respond to my message. She was like, I was so busy today. I<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">didn&#8217;t even have a chance to pee. I was like, um, I&#8217;ve learned TikTok.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Yeah, yeah. And that really hurt my feelings. And when I said something to her,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">that was the end of our friendship. Like, how did she react? she got really<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">defensive yeah yeah and she was angry and there had been some stuff building up to<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">that I had been noticing some dishonesty on her part and I was feeling uncomfortable<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">with and I didn&#8217;t say anything about it so it kind of was one of those situations<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">where it kind of came to a head and then it just came to it felt like a natural<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">conclusion to be honest but it was sad. I was bombed. Yeah, I know.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It is sad. And I think a lot of times it&#8217;s really hard for people to navigate<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">conflict in a friendship, which is why we don&#8217;t. And we kind of try to ignore it<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">and move on. But I think that&#8217;s where the older I get, the more value I see. And<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">you know what? You know, sometimes it is worth speaking up. And sometimes it isn&#8217;t,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">you know, like if it&#8217;s a personality work that just bugs me about someone or a<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">certain quality that I know isn&#8217;t going to change. 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I feel like also it&#8217;s so hard for<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">women to let go of friendships because there&#8217;s sort of this expectation that will be<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">friends ever yes i know isn&#8217;t that the truth yeah and yet that&#8217;s a very unrealistic<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">expectation in life because yeah i i wish it were true i know but yeah it&#8217;s now i<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">really it&#8217;s funny because the last few friendships i&#8217;ve started i have gone into<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">that friendship going you know what i&#8217;m going to enjoy this for what it is and not<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">see like okay in 10 years and 20<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">that&#8217;s a weird thing to think it was but it was during the time when I was<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">grieving my ex -husband had just died I was going through all this and she called<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">me out on something and I was like whoa and I and I could hear it and I said<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">you know I appreciate you saying something because I could feel something was a miss<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">because like something was off we were not connecting at all and when I finally<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">asked her about it, she kind of vomited it out. 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It&#8217;s like, how can<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">the support person still be supportive, but still also get their needs met?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Yeah. Well, hopefully the person has that ability,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">right? To like, I mean, I think I was able to be there for my friends during that<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">period, but they also knew I was running on fumes for a while. And but,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">but I knew that in my gut, like it couldn&#8217;t ever always be about me because that&#8217;s<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">not fair. So for me, when we have that codependent tendency, we&#8217;re kind of ultra<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">fair. And it&#8217;s like just being able to come out of yourself enough in recovery to<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">say, you know, yes, I&#8217;m hurting. Yes, I feel like I&#8217;m broken, but I still need to<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">ask, how are you? And I think, I think that&#8217;s a recovery thing too, because<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">sometimes we can get so lost in our drama and our story and what&#8217;s happening that<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">we don&#8217;t remember that the other person needs to have their time too.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And sometimes we learn the hard way by not doing it and then losing someone as a<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">result. I have had the experience where I get lost in my own drama and dumping and<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">whatever. And I&#8217;ve had a friend be like, like, call me separately,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">like after the conversation, call me like at another time to be like, hey,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I&#8217;m going through something. Are you, do you have the emotional bandwidth right now<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">to, Can I vent for a little while? And I was like, oh, my God,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I am so grateful that they said something because I got, I was so lost in my own<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">drama that I forgot. I realized, oh, my gosh, I forgot to ask. Here I am again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Being the self -centered friend. It&#8217;s so embarrassing. I was so grateful.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I do that to my husband sometimes. He&#8217;ll be like, no, no, no, no. I need to talk<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">for a second. I&#8217;ll be, oh, oh, oh, okay. But thank God, like, I am so grateful<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">for the people in my life who can be like, I need a minute. Yeah.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I need a minute. Can you, do you have the bandwidth to give me a few minutes? And<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I really appreciate that as a self -centered. Well, and you care. Yeah, but you care<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">enough. I mean, I don&#8217;t experience you as self -centered. I experience you as open<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">and I love that. But it&#8217;s like a self -centered person wouldn&#8217;t even be asking that<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">question. Yeah.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I think, yeah, I mean, listen, I&#8217;ve definitely grown. And yay.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Yeah, try not to be so self -absor. But I do appreciate people who are willing to<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">share what&#8217;s going on in their lives and who are willing to take up space and kind<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">of say, hey, I actually have an eat over here. Can you? Yeah. And sometimes that&#8217;s<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">the hardest part in the beginning is, you know, if you are codependent or a people<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">pleaser, you don&#8217;t volunteer much information. And then we actually teach the other<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">person that the relationship is going to be all about them. And that&#8217;s where we can<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">contribute to a one -sided relationship without realizing it. Yeah. I see that in<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">somebody that&#8217;s close to me. And what I&#8217;m hearing is that it&#8217;s this,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">it&#8217;s been a repeated pattern in different relationships. I hear her saying, oh, she<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">never even asked me how I was doing. That person didn&#8217;t, you know, she. And I was<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">like, well, have you shared anything? Have you volunteered any information? And so,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">like, she&#8217;s not realizing that she&#8217;s the common denominator and all these situations<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">where she feels like, God, everybody&#8217;s just always taking advantage of me. And<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">nobody&#8217;s asking me how I&#8217;m doing. Like 20, 30 year relationship, she&#8217;s just now<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">waking up to the fact that it&#8217;s been one -sided this whole time and that she&#8217;s<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">actually, she actually plays a role in it by not volunteering information.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Yep. Yep. and let them dominate. Yeah, it&#8217;s a bitter pill to swallow. 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I fear those are really,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">you know, I hate to call them disposable relationships, but it&#8217;s like if you&#8217;re on<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">their way,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And making sure we were talking about the stuff that we did have in common, not<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">the stuff that was really heated, and kind of steering the friendship in a healthier<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">way, just what did work and letting go of what didn&#8217;t work.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Because sometimes, I think, in friendship, we want it all, right? So we expect that<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">person to be there for us for everything. 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And it&#8217;s important to have these<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">conversations where it&#8217;s like, hey, let&#8217;s just put aside these few topics so that we<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">can preserve the friendship, be respectful of each other.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Yeah.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And to me, that&#8217;s how you can see if the friendship is salvageable by just saying,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">hey, why don&#8217;t we focus on what works and let go of what doesn&#8217;t? But<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">when that&#8217;s usually the the key is when we bring it up when we highlight the issue<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">their reaction to that is going to tell you whether or not the relationship is<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">salvageable as long as you do it in a way that is non -blaming and not taking<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">their inventory yeah we are respectful and loving a little bit of that can go a<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">long way um i thought it might be interesting to talk about you know how do we<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">make friends in adulthood because that is something that it&#8217;s not easy. You know,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">people are busy. We have full -time jobs. You know, some of us are like, you know,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I are both like solopreneurs, right? Like we both have solo, you know,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">entrepreneurial type businesses and we connect through a lot of, you know, a lot of<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">those issues that a lot of the challenges. And it&#8217;s so nice to have somebody who<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">understands all that. But, you know, when I first got sober,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I actually did 12 -step<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You know, well, it was before kids, but, you know, you threw a marriage and kids<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">into the mix. Nobody has any time. Right. So how do you, how do we make friends<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">as adults? You know, I think people forget that there are probably people in your<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">life right now that you could reach out to. Like someone at church, someone that<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">you&#8217;ve seen in a meeting that you like, but you&#8217;ve never had a phone call with<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">like we all have people that we already know yeah but it&#8217;s being willing to take<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">that step to make a phone call and ask them to go to coffee um i mean you talked<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">about your podcast your your recovery i mean you have already all these interests<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">right yeah that has helped you create friendship like i tried to get on your<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">podcast and you and i came friends. It&#8217;s like,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I think everybody has their little groups or their interests that they could start<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">with. 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So it take some some risk you know yeah but i don&#8217;t think it&#8217;s as hard as<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">people think because most people are looking for connection especially right now so<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">you know i mean people want it people need it and you just have to be willing to<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">put your hand out yeah i had um i got some coaching i just you know listen i<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">love all the all the programs, right? And I was like, oh, let me try this at the<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">program. Yeah. So I get a sponsor in this money program. And he was like, okay,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">anytime that you hear somebody say something you like at a meeting, um,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">uh, DM them and say, hey, I really liked what you said. Can I get your number? We<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">love that. Yeah, could I ask you some questions about this? And so he&#8217;s like,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">you&#8217;re going to, and I, So when I started like sponsoring women,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I would have them do what I called a willingness call. And willingness is something<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">that you have to kind of tap into to do the outreach. And it stretches you in a<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">way. And my thing is, is like, you know, you can go to meetings and things like<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">that, but you actually need to start building a support network. Like, I can&#8217;t be<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">your end all, be all. There will be times when the show, it&#8217;s the fan, and I<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">won&#8217;t be available. And you need to be able to reach out to somebody. And the idea<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">of the willingness call is you say, hey,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">would you mind if I just like checked in with you once a week, maybe a couple<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">times a month? And, you know, I&#8217;m just trying to build my support network, whatever.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You can call me to whatever. Can we do this thing? like, cool. And then you do<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">that with at least four people because you need to be current with several people<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">because when life happens, you need to be able to pick up the phone and get right<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">into solution as opposed to spending a lot of time telling somebody the whole<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">backstory. Like you need to get right into solution like when you&#8217;re in crisis. So<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">if you have a few people that if one person the answer the phone, you go to the<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">next to the next. And so that&#8217;s a, that&#8217;s the whole purpose of a support system as<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">you have several people. So, you know, I&#8217;ve had to take my own medicine and be<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">like, okay, got to start, you know, reaching out and calling people. And it&#8217;s like,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">it&#8217;s awkward. And then it&#8217;s not, and then you find out some people are not going<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">to call you back. Just, just, just know that a bunch of people are not going to<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">call you back. and that&#8217;s okay but and some people will call you back and you<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">don&#8217;t want to talk to them<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">so it can take a minute right to find like you get someone on the phone you&#8217;re<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">like oh they&#8217;re bad shit crazy yeah yeah they&#8217;re not for you they&#8217;re not for you<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">yeah but then you find that treasure and then it makes all the effort worth it so<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">that that would be my um strategy for making friends.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Well, and the other thing, I love that you just said that because I feel like most<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">people don&#8217;t realize now when you&#8217;re dating someone, right, you don&#8217;t get married on<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">the second date, right? You literally have to get to know someone. But with<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">friendship, especially in recovery, I notice people are like, boom, they&#8217;re going to<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">just get glued together and&#8230; I&#8217;m going to tell you all my secrets. You tell me<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">all your secrets. And you know what? The same process applies. We need to interview<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">those friends over a period of months to see if they&#8217;re a good fit. Yeah.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And most people don&#8217;t take the time to do that because they&#8217;re so lonely, they just<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">glob on. But like you said, if you have four different people that you&#8217;re calling,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">it&#8217;s going to be easier for you to let go of the ones that don&#8217;t work because<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">you&#8217;re not putting all your emotional eggs in one person&#8217;s basket. Yeah, some way<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">more balanced approach. Yeah. Balance was not my get down. I&#8217;m sort of a black and<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">white. It&#8217;s true. Most people in recovery are the same. Yeah. Yeah.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Which I think is why we sort of trauma bond. We tell each other our worst stories<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">like, oh my God, friends forever. Yeah. Totally. And sometimes that works, but<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">sometimes eventually kind of needs to shift into something healthier. Yeah, can&#8217;t be<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">all crisis all the time. Yeah, need to be able to do some fun stuff too. Yes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Yeah. I feel like we covered a lot. So we covered what a toxic friendship is,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">how to maybe negotiate our needs, how to make new friends.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">We&#8217;ve covered, you know, those stressful periods like divorce or grieving stuff like<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">that. I feel like we covered a lot of scenarios. Are there any scenarios?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Oh, what if you&#8217;re like besties with somebody and then they get into a relationship?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Yeah. 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